'Bigg Boss OTT' fame, Urfi Javed opened up about her past, when all she had wanted was to end her life. The model shared a painful note on Instagram along with some of her pictures.
The controversial reality show, Bigg Boss OTT fame, Urfi Javed, is again in the headlines, but this time, not for the choice of her outfits, instead of her painful note which she wrote in the caption of one of her posts on social media. Urfi opened up about her past in her heartbreaking note when all she had wanted was to end her life. The model revealed many unknown stories about her life that is quite inspirational for everyone.
On the professional front, it was never a cakewalk for Urfi Javed, as she had no links or godfathers in the entertainment industry. However, after her constant hard work and dedication, she succeeded in making a name for herself in the glamour world, and reports are rife that soon, Urfi will be seen in a Bollywood flick.
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A few days ago, Urfi Javed took to her Instagram handle and shared a series of pictures from her latest photoshoot, and she looked absolutely stunning in them. However, this time, it wasn't about her looks, as Urfi penned a painful note in the caption in which she recalled her dark past and revealed how she had once decided to end her life. The model opened up about her failed relationships, unconvincing career, and being financially weak. In her note, Urfi also shared how she had picked herself up and had kept on pushing towards her dreams. Her caption can be read as:
"You know how many times I've failed? I can't even count now! A few times in my life I've felt like the only way to get out of this mess is to end my life. My life was seriously fucked up. Failed career, failed relationships, no money made me feel like a loser who doesn't deserve to live. I still don't have a lot of money, successful career and I'm still single but I have hope. The only reason I'm alive today (trust me there have been so many incidents in my life which nearly killed me ) is because I never stopped. I kept walking and I'm still walking. I may not be where I want to be but at least I'm on the way. Some pep talk before the year ends! Get up , fight , repeat. You're stronger than the situations around you."
Earlier this year, in an interview with ETimes, Urfi Javed was asked to recall the time when she had decided to run away from her house at a very young age to become an actress. Answering this, Urfi had clearly stated that she didn't have any option left in her hands at that time, which is why she had to take the risky option of going away from home. Recalling her brave move, she had said:
"I did not have an option but to leave my house at a young age. If I would have had an option, I would not have run away from my home. I would have enjoyed my father's money. Main apne papa ke paise udaa rahi hoti agar mere paas option hota toh. Whatever jobs small, big I got I had to just do them to survive because I didn't have money."
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At the end of the interview, Urfi Javed was asked to reveal the prime reasons behind taking such a big step of running away from her family. To this, the gorgeous actress had said that she had always wanted to be an inspiration for all the girls, who are getting suppressed by their families. She had explained:
"I want to be an inspiration for young girls out when they are told khana banana sikhlo shaadi ke baad Sasural mein kya hoga, aap ko Aise rehna chahiye Waise rehna chahiye. I want them to tell their parents that they saw that actress Urfi Javed. I want to live my life like her."
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On the professional front, Urfi Javed is known for her performance in the show, Bepanaah.